{"id":1069,"date":"2021-11-01T12:35:25","date_gmt":"2021-11-01T12:35:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/nitk.acm.org\/blog\/?p=1069"},"modified":"2021-11-01T12:35:25","modified_gmt":"2021-11-01T12:35:25","slug":"trapped","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/nitk.acm.org\/blog\/2021\/11\/01\/trapped\/","title":{"rendered":"Trapped?"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>The knock brought me back to my senses. I wiped my tears as I slowly made my way to the huge iron doors. My brain must have been quite muddled for it took me a few moments to realize that this was the first time in twenty years that I had ever heard something from the other side of that door.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cWho is that?\u201d I croaked- my voice sore from the screaming and the crying.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cOpen the door.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I would have scoffed at those words. I would have laughed mirthlessly at those nonsensical words. I would have cruelly taunted the speaker for asking a prisoner to open the bars that imprisoned her. I would have done all those things, and more, if I only remembered how.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I simply walked to the door, and opened it. No creaks, no strains due to corrosion- the door slid open as if it had been oiled only hours earlier. Of course, I paid no attention to this. In front of me stood the most remarkable creature I had ever set my eyes upon. It was tall and lean with perfectly toned muscles not entirely hidden by the pitch black suit. One could have mistaken It for a human at a first glance, but I couldn\u2019t discern Its gender. It was gorgeous-the kind of beauty I never knew could exist- the kind of beauty that belonged to angels.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cLucifer, \u201c I whispered.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cOne of my more preferred names, yes.\u201d With the famous devilish grin It pushed the door further and entered my prison. \u201cYou seem to have taken quite a liking to your new home.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I don\u2019t know if it was because of the fact that I hadn\u2019t had a conversation in two decades or because I was in the presence of divinity, but I was at a loss for words.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cHow did you know it was me?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cYour jailors told me that you would come for me one day.\u201d I pointed at the dark clouds of smoke retreating into the shadows.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cAh! My unruly demons always give it away. Spoils the whole surprise. I just love it when I visit those who don\u2019t even know they\u2019re in Hell. The look on their faces,\u201d It cackled like a mischievous school kid, \u201cPrecious.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It waited patiently as the clouds- no, demons- left the room and the two of us were alone. And then, without any further preamble, he asked, \u201cWhy did you stay? Don\u2019t get me wrong. I personally love this place. It\u2019s just that Hell isn\u2019t exactly built for the pleasure of anyone except me.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cWha-? I don\u2019t- Of course I don\u2019t like it here!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cThen why didn\u2019t you leave?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cLeave? This is Hell! I was sent here! This is my punishment. You think I want to be tortured all day, every single day?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cThen why didn\u2019t you leave?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I took a deep breath. I did not even realise that I had been trembling. The door had been open all this time. I could have walked out any time I wanted. All those years of being cut up and burned and healed and cut up again- when I could have just walked out.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cI didn\u2019t realise I could. \u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cYou never tried?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cWhat happened to your daughter wasn\u2019t your fault.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And there it was. All those memories came flooding back to me. The memories that I had been trying to escape from by killing myself- and when that didn\u2019t work, signing up for an eternity of torture. Whatever it was that I had to go through- it wasn\u2019t enough. My Nina had it worse. And it was all my fault.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cNow, the mongrels whose fault it really was? Trust me, when their time comes, I&#8217;ll take care of them real nice.&#8221; It&#8217;s voice was dangerously low and for the first time I felt afraid of It&#8217;s wrath.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cNina- is she- \u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It&#8217;s voice turned gentle again. \u201cShe has moved on. A different birth, a different life. It\u2019s time for you to do the same.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cI can\u2019t-\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cWhy didn\u2019t you leave?\u201d he asked me one last time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cBecause I deserved to stay.\u201d I hadn\u2019t realised the truth behind those words until I said it out loud.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Lucifer reached out and touched my forehead. I was engulfed in bright, divine light. Blissful ignorance washed over me as I lost all thoughts, intentions and recollections.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cYou have suffered enough.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>&#8211; By Navyashree B, Third Year Department of Information Technology<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The knock brought me back to my senses. I wiped my tears as I slowly made my way to the huge iron doors. 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