{"id":298,"date":"2018-12-24T14:19:50","date_gmt":"2018-12-24T14:19:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/nitk.acm.org\/blog\/?p=298"},"modified":"2018-12-24T14:19:50","modified_gmt":"2018-12-24T14:19:50","slug":"cluttered-subconscious","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/nitk.acm.org\/blog\/2018\/12\/24\/cluttered-subconscious\/","title":{"rendered":"Cluttered Subconscious"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-299\" src=\"https:\/\/nitk.acm.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/12\/92570EB9-60E4-48CA-803A-0F1833E83DA1.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"784\" height=\"391\" srcset=\"https:\/\/nitk.acm.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/12\/92570EB9-60E4-48CA-803A-0F1833E83DA1.jpeg 784w, https:\/\/nitk.acm.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/12\/92570EB9-60E4-48CA-803A-0F1833E83DA1-300x150.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/nitk.acm.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/12\/92570EB9-60E4-48CA-803A-0F1833E83DA1-768x383.jpeg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 784px) 100vw, 784px\" \/><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\"><span class=\"s3\">It was a Friday morning,<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s3\">Or maybe it was Monday?<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s3\">It is hard to keep track.<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s3\">I wake up to the chatter of voices<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s3\">Bustling about the corridors,<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s3\">Going about their routine.<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s3\">Just another day.<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s3\">At least I tell myself so.<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s3\">Deep inside my brain,<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s3\">Cerebrum&#8217;s having a party.<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s3\">A million thoughts abuzz,<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s3\">Floating around in a daze.<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s3\">Whispers of distress,<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s3\">A sliver of happiness,<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s3\">Little streaks of anger,<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s3\">Shrouded in self-loathing.<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s3\">The day goes by in a haze,<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s3\">One class after the other,<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s3\">One thought after the other,<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s3\">Joining in on the <\/span><span class=\"s3\">clamour<\/span><span class=\"s3\">.<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s3\">I find myself back in my room,<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s3\">And trudge down to the shower,<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s3\">Hoping that H2O,<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s3\">Will cleanse all the clutter.<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s3\">As I settle in for the night,<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s3\">Praying that the battle is over,<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s3\">A glimmer of hope survives,<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s3\">That tomorrow shall be better.<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s3\">I wake up to the same chatter,<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s3\">Drowning the horrors of my nightmare,<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s3\">Calm <\/span><span class=\"s3\">down, I<\/span><span class=\"s3\"> tell myself.<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"s3\">It&#8217;s just another day.<\/span><span class=\"s4\"><br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><em>&#8211; Shreyaa R<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It was a Friday morning, Or maybe it was Monday? It is hard to keep track. I wake up to the chatter of voices Bustling about the corridors, Going about their routine. Just another day. At least I tell myself so. Deep inside my brain, Cerebrum&#8217;s having a party. 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